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Recollections

by Sindulgence

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Room 302 01:22
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Swindle 05:27
VIRGINS CRY AS FOOLS ARE HUNG WITHIN THE CENTRE OF THE EYE THEIR PROVEN INNOCENCE WAS CAST ASIDE TO STOKE THE FIRES OF THE MIND THIS PATH I TRAVEL IS INSCRIBED TO MY SOUL THE ONE ENTRUSTED TO ME I FEEL MY BONES ACHING MY BODY IS SHAKING WHAT IS TO BECOME OF ME TAKE WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME NOW BUT KNOW THAT I I WILL FIND A WAY I WILL FIND A WAY TO BREAK THESE CHAINS I WILL NOT LET YOU BECOME MY VENTRILOQUIST I WILL NOT LET YOU BECOME SWIM WITHIN AN ENDLESS SEA FILLED WITH MEN WHO'VE SOLD THEIR SOULS FORCE YOURSELF TO REACH THE TOP FEEL THE GOLD DRIP DOWN YOUR THROAT DIVINE ARE SWINE PLEASE TIE ME UP AND HANG ME ABOVE THIS FAUSTIAN HOLE THAT I HAVE DUG NOW I MUST ASK YOU TO EMBRACE ME DON'T LET ME GO AS I BLEED AS WORDS WERE SPOKEN HANDS WERE SHOOK A GREASY PALM CARESSED MY LIPS BETRAYED AND BROKEN I'VE FOUND A WAY WE WILL TOUCH THE ANCIENT I WILL NOT STAND FOR THIS BLOW ME AWAY SEND YOUR SOLDIERS OFF TO WAR SEE THEM FALL DOWN ONE BY ONE WHEN THEY'RE ALL DEAD JUST SEND MORE THEIR ONLY GIFTS WILL BE A GUN DIVINE ARE SWINE PLEASE TIE ME UP AND HANG ME ABOVE THIS FAUSTIAN HOLE THAT WE HAVE DUG NOW I MUST ASK YOU TO EMBRACE ME DON'T LET ME GO AS I DREAM AND SCHEME AND BUY AND SELL AND TAKE AWAY THE LIVES OF YOU ALL YOU TAKE THEM FOR GRANTED TAKE IT FOR GRANTED A DEAL'S A DEAL
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The Woodsman 05:45
DIG IN EARTH THE FINAL PHASE BITTER HAND OF ELEGANCE HOLD FAST THE EMERALD BLADE IN ALLEGIANCE WITH THE SHADOWS ANCIENT WOODSMAN STALKS HIS PREY FEAR UNWRAPS CONFUSION JUST A FLASH BEFORE THE EYES ONLY SCREAMS OF THOSE FORGOTTEN SHALL REMAIN TO VALUE TIME HELLISH GLOW OF RED LIGHT ROOM TO INTERVENE OPEN CHASE IN ORANGE FIELDS LURE THE WALKERS TO ENGAGE THEM SWIFT OF BLADE THAT LEAVES NO WITNESS NOW DISPLAY THE ART OF VENGEANCE YOU'LL RUN TO THE EDGE AS YOU BLEED YOU'VE CHOSEN TO WRITE YOUR OWN ENDING ESCAPE THE FATE OF THE WOODSMAN BROKEN OF SOUL AND OF MIND IN HIS ISOLATION THE PRETENCE OF INNOCENCE IS JUST AN ILLUSION THAT SEPARATES MEN FROM THE WOMB IN THIS LIFE INTO THE ENDLESS POOL OF LIFE A HOPELESS STATE OF MIND EMBRACE THE UNTOUCHED SOIL AWAY FROM PRYING EYES AND KNOW THAT ONE DAY THE EARTH SHALL CLAIM THE INNER HEART OF DARKNESS INTO THE ENDLESS POOL OF LIFE A HOPELESS STATE OF MIND EMBRACE THE UNTOUCHED SOIL AWAY FROM PRYING EYES AND KNOW THE HIDDEN TRUTH AND SHOW IN LIFE IS DEATH, IN DEATH IS LIFE NO CHOICE BUT TO FEED BULIMIC INSIDES REMAIN NOW INSANE ALL MUSIC WHISPERS TO ME INTO THE ENDLESS POOL OF LIFE A HOPELESS STATE OF MIND EMBRACE THE UNTOUCHED SOIL AWAY FROM PRYING EYES AND KNOW THAT ONE DAY THE EARTH SHALL RECLAIM THE INNER HEART OF DARKNESS INTO THE ENDLESS POOL OF LIFE A HOPELESS STATE OF MIND EMBRACE THE UNTOUCHED SOIL AWAY FROM PRYING EYES AND KNOW THE HIDDEN TRUTH AND SHOW IN LIFE IS DEATH, IN DEATH IS LIFE CLEAVE
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Thorns 04:57
HOLLOW HANDS TELL OF A SACRIFICE IN VAIN YEARNING TO BE SO MUCH MORE THAN WE PAID FOR WE HEAR AND SPEAK THE SINS OF OUR FATHERS WE BLEED FOR THE DEAD WE'RE BLEEDING FOR THE DEAD TWO LOVERS PLAY A GAME OF FRIEND AND FOE ALIKE SOMEWHERE OUT IN THE RAIN THEY TURNED HIS BODY OVER WE HEAR AND SPEAK THE SINS OF OUR FATHERS WE BLEED FOR THE DEAD WE'RE BLEEDING FOR THE DEAD WE TRY MOVING FORWARD BUT WE DON'T MOVE WE TAKE ONE STEP FORWARD ONLY TO FALL BACKWARDS WE HEAR AND SPEAK THE SINS OF OUR FATHERS WE BLEED FOR THE DEAD WE'RE BLEEDING FOR THE DEAD GET UP GET OUT WE HEAR AND SPEAK THE SINS OF OUR FATHERS WE BLEED FOR THE DEAD WE'RE BLEEDING FOR THE DEAD WE ARE BLEEDING FOR THE DEAD
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ON TWO LEGS I WILL STAND JEBEDIAH'S HOPES AND DREAMS I HOLD THEM IN MY HANDS CENSORSHIP TO BLOCK THE TRUTH FINGERMEN TO DO THE DEEDS YOUR OBEDIENCE THEY WILL CONTROL THROUGH THE MIRRORS IN YOUR TV SCREEN ANARCHIC PSEUDONYMS WILL NEVER FREE THE CAPTIVE MIND OF SIN THE INNER WORKINGS OF OPPRESSIVE SOULS ARE SURELY MEANT FOR THIS BUT MAYBE YOU AND I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THE THINGS WE SEE IF ONE MAN SEEKS TO FIND THE TRUTH HOW MANY SECRETS WILL THERE BE A BROKEN SYSTEM THAT WILL TAKE ITS CUT EVERY TIME YOU BREATHE IF ONE MAN SEEKS TO FIND THE TRUTH HOW MANY SECRETS WILL HE SEE ASSASSINATION IN SLOW MOTION CLIMB THE CHAIN FROM THE SHADOWS DEEP LIBERATION THROUGH QUOTATIONS A MOMENT'S SILENCE FOR THE DEAD IF I LOOK CLOSELY AT ALL OF YOUR FACES I SEE THE SAME FEAR THAT I SEE IN MY EYES NOW THAT YOU'VE SEEN THEM WHAT WILL YOUR REACTION BE GOD AND MYSELF WE DO NOT PLAY WITH DICE SO WE BOTH BELIEVE IN THE ART OF COINCIDENCE YOUR CHILDREN'S BODIES THEY WILL BURN IN THE STREETS I SAY WHO CAN BELIEVE THE THINGS WE SEE WHO CAN BELIEVE YOU AND ME WHO CAN BELIEVE THE THINGS WE SEE WHO CAN BELIEVE YOU AND ME ASSASSINATION IN SLOW MOTION CLIMB THE CHAIN FROM THE SHADOWS DEEP LIBERATION THROUGH QUOTATIONS A MOMENT'S SILENCE FOR THE DEAD WE THE MEDIA DECLARE OURSELVES THE MOST POWERFUL STATE ON THE FACE OF THIS EARTH AND WILL USE YOUR LIVES, SECRETS AND WORDS ANY WAY WE PLEASE! BAZOOKA! ASSASSINATION IN SLOW MOTION CLIMB THE CHAIN FROM THE SHADOWS DEEP LIBERATION THROUGH QUOTATIONS A MOMENT'S SILENCE FOR THE DEAD NO LIFE (FORGIVE US FATHER FOR WE HAVE SINNED...) (FORGIVE THOSE WHO TRESPASS AGAINST US) SLOW LIFE (FORGIVE US, FORGIVE US, FORGIVE US...)
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RED QUEEN, WHITE QUEEN, DODO BIRD AN OCEAN FULL OF TEARS TO SWIM KISS AND TELL I MIGHT AS WELL FEEL THE ROOM TURN UPSIDE DOWN THERE MUST BE SOME OTHER WAY BUT NO ONE BUT THE DOORMOUSE KNOWS ALL IS LOST THE PAGAN SUN SHINES BRIGHTLY IN THE SKY THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS I SEE ALL THE THINGS YOU CAN'T BELIEVE AN OPEN MIND IS WHAT YOU NEED RIGHT NOW TO UNDERSTAND IT'S JUST A LOCKED DOOR WRATH OF THE FLOWERS PULL OUT THEIR ROOTS WITH MY HANDS BUT I DON'T FEEL BAD A GAME OF CHESS BEFORE WE DRAW SOME BLOOD I HAVE A KNIGHT THAT IS A THOROUGHBRED INTOXICATED AS A BURLESQUE FOE IMPROPER USE OF NEEDLES NOW THE HATTER'S ON THE GROUND AND HE'S LAUGHING AT YOUR FACE SMACK, BANG, CRACK NOW I SMOKE THE ALPHABET IT FLOWS THROUGH ME BUT NOT SLOWLY IT DILUTES ME OH SO QUICKLY IT FLOWS THROUGH ME BUT NOT SLOWLY IT DILUTES ME OH SO QUICKLY IT'S NOT BACKWARDS I'M LEFT-HANDED PURPLE IS MY FAVOURITE DROP OF ICE NEVER AGAIN, NEVER RETURN, NEVER AGAIN TO THE PELICAN NEVER AGAIN, NEVER RETURN, NEVER AGAIN OH THE PELICAN BAD TRIP MAGIC MUSHROOMS I PLACE ALL MY MARBLES IN A PLASTIC SACK WHO KNEW THAT A PACK OF CARDS WERE HOUSES IN THE SNOW WHITE FIELDS OF OTHER ARTISTS' MINDS AND SOULS WHO KNEW SUCH COMMERCIAL DREAMS WERE MEANT OF SKILLED MEN WHO DRINK TEA IN THE FOREST BY THE TREES MARBLES THAT KNOCK EACH OTHER IN NINETEEN DIFFERENT WAYS THEY KNOCK EACH OTHER IN NINETEEN DIFFERENT WAYS THEY KNOCK EACH OTHER ELEVEN OVER FIFTEEN NOW I'M DIGGING A HOLE IN THE FLOOR I CAN FEEL THE SUN AND ITS WARMTH I AM DIGGING A HOLE IN THE FLOOR NOW I'M MAKING SOME ROOM TO INDULGE STOP, I OBJECT TO YOUR USE, OF MINT VANILLA WITHDRAWAL, I'LL DRAW SOME WITHDRAWAL I'LL DRAW SOME WITHDRAWAL I'LL DRAW SOME WITHDRAWAL I'LL DRAW SOME... I JUST WANT TO PAINT SOME ROSES RED NO ONE CAN HURT ME NOW I'M SAFE, I'M SAFE, I'M SAFE AND SOUND
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LOOK AT ME NOW LOOK AT ME NOW TODAY I’LL RISE TO THE OCCASION READY TO CLAIM ANOTHER LIFE I CAN TASTE YOUR FEAR THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES SAYS IT ALL WE ALL HAVE SKELETONS IN OUR CLOSETS BUT YOUR GRAVEYARDS ARE FULL I'D RATHER HAVE MY EYES CUT OPEN THAN WATCH YOU FOR ONE MORE SECOND CAN YOU HEAR ME (YOU'RE DYING TO LIVE) CAN YOU HEAR ME (YOU'RE LIVING TO DIE) DON'T BE SHY, DEARY I'LL MAKE SURE YOU BLEED THE LIES YOU TOLD NOW IT’S TIME FOR REDEMPTION YOU'RE DONE, TIME'S UP YOU WANTED HELL NOW WILL YOU EMBRACE IT WHEN YOUR FEAR OVERCOMES YOU YOUR BEGGING LOOKS PATHETIC NO LAST DYING WORDS YOUR TIME IS ENDING YOUR TIME IS ENDING NOW IT’S TIME FOR REDEMPTION YOU'RE DONE, TIME'S UP YOU WANTED HELL NOW WILL YOU EMBRACE IT WHEN YOUR FEAR OVERCOMES YOU YOUR BEGGING LOOKS PATHETIC NO LAST DYING WORDS WHEN YOUR FEAR OVERCOMES YOU YOUR BEGGING LOOKS PATHETIC NO LAST DYING WORDS SPEAK UP YOU COWARD
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Silly Dream 06:09
HAVE YOU SEEN THE DRAGON FLYING WEST OF HERE A SILVER FLAME SURROUNDS THE TEARS THAT HE HAS CRIED HE CAME TO ME WITHIN A DREAM INSIDE MY MIND HE WARNED ME THAT TIME IS FADING SLOWLY AND THOSE AROUND ME WOULD SLEEP ON MY KNEES I KISS THE INBRED CHILD THAT NEVER WAS THE REASON FOR HER BURNING FIRE AND NOW THE FAWN CRIES RAPE AS WOLF BEGINS TO STALK A HELPLESS STAINED GLASS SUN FALLS FROM THE SKY INTO HER BROKEN WOMB NOW NUMB THE CRUELLEST PAIN THE IMAGE I HAVE PAINTED THE ELEMENTS OBEY CANNOT SEE PAST THE WOLF'S DISGUISE THE ASHES FORM A LIGHT TAKING TIME I WANDERED THROUGH THE WOODS A MILLION YEARS AGO THE MIRRORS IN THE SKY REFLECT THEM BACK AT ME COMFORT FILLS MY LUNGS AS I EMBRACE THE EARTH I CLOSE MY EYES AND WATCH THE MOON COLLIDE WITH ME LYCANTHROPE ASCEND THE ASHES BURN BENEATH MY FEET NATURE I DEFY THE TEARS OF PAIN THAT I HAVE CRIED FIGHT UPON THE ROCK GOD HAS NOW RELEASED THE DICE WHO WILL WIN THE FIGHT THE CIRCLE OF THE RABBIT RUNS WITH ME NOW FATE MUST BOW BEFORE ME IT ALL BEGINS AGAIN
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A NUCLEAR SUN SHINES BRIGHTLY OVER AHEAD THE RESULTS OF BITTER CONFLICT THE EARTH STRAINS TO SHAKE OFF THE PARASITIC HUMAN RACE A HEART OF DARKNESS BEATS WITHIN EVERY SOUL ITS THIRST IS NEVER QUENCHED THE STENCH OF DEATH FILLS THE AIR AS DESTRUCTION DANCES AROUND YOU ONE WATCHED ME STRUGGLE AS I DUG THE TUNNEL ANOTHER RECALLS HOW THE FALLOUT BEGAN THREE WAS THE NUMBER THEY PUT ME UNDER OH MOTHER GOOSE ALL YOUR EGGS ARE NOW COOKED INTERBREED WITH YOUTH AND TAKE ANOTHER HIT FROM PHILLIP'S JOINT FEEL THE RUSH BUT JUST DON'T FEEL THE SAME FROM EVERYONE THAT TAKES A BITE SPIN DOWN THE RAIN I'VE NEVER SPUN DOWN THE RAIN WOULD YOU PLEASE SPIN DOWN THE RAIN I'VE NEVER SPUN DOWN THE RAIN I'VE NEVER SPUN DOWN THE RAIN WOULD YOU PLEASE SPIN DOWN THE RAIN WOULD YOU PLEASE JOSH, WHAT’S WRONG? TONIGHT WE DRINK WITH THE GODS FEEL THE RUSH BUT JUST DON'T FEEL THE SAME FROM EVERYONE THAT TAKES A BITE SPIN DOWN THE RAIN I'VE NEVER SPUN DOWN THE RAIN WOULD YOU PLEASE SPIN DOWN THE RAIN I'VE NEVER SPUN DOWN THE RAIN I'VE NEVER SPUN DOWN THE RAIN WOULD YOU PLEASE SPIN DOWN THE RAIN WOULD YOU PLEASE
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Keith 05:09
KEITH! KEITH! NEVER HAS IT LOOKED SO REAL NOW DIVE IN WITH PURPLE SWAN NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO WATCH AND SEE WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I LET YOU CRAWL AWAY RUN AND NEVER LET HIM SEE YOU CRY FOR EVERY WORD HE SPEAKS ARE LIES TO LURE HIS VICTIMS FAR AWAY THE DEVIL GUIDES HIS EVERY MOVE SCREAM OUT FOR THE GUIDING LIGHT PLACE THE MARKERS IN THE SAND AWAIT THE SIGN THAT MARKS THE OWL BEGIN THE RITUAL AGAIN I WILL RIP OUT YOUR HEART I'LL REMOVE ALL YOUR LIMBS IT WOULD FEEL SO GOOD I WILL CHAINSAW YOUR FACE 'TIL THERE’S ONLY A PASTE IT WOULD FEEL SO GOOD THIS IS NEW LIFE RUN AND NEVER LET HIM SEE YOU CRY FOR EVERY WORD HE SPEAKS ARE LIES TO LURE HIS VICTIMS FAR AWAY THE DEVIL GUIDES HIS EVERY MOVE ???
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Pale Gardens 05:12
ALL THE NAMES OF PEOPLE THAT I KNOW ALL THE FACES I HAVE SEEN IS THIS THROUGH MATRICIDE IS THIS THE WAY THE LEAVES ALL FALL A CIRCLE SHE DIED IN AUTUMN THIS IS HOW I KNOW HER FACE IS THIS THROUGH INDULGENCE IS THIS THE WAY THE LEAVES ALL FALL HIDING IN SUNLIGHT STANDING IN FIELDS BUT THE WIND WON'T LET GO ALL THE NAMES OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE KNOWN LETTING GO SHE DIED IN AUTUMN LET IT GO (let it go) LETTING GO SHE DIED IN AUTUMN LET IT GO (let it go) LETTING GO! AFRAID OF LIFE AND THE CHANCES THAT WE'VE ALL RECEIVED AND THEY FADE AWAY THEY JUST SLIP THROUGH OUR FINGERS SO WE WONDER WHY NOTHING GROWS IN THESE PALE GARDENS A STRAND OF COEXISTENCE BETWEEN THE FACTS OF LIFE AND THE CHANCES THAT WE'VE ALL RECEIVED AND IT FADES AWAY THEY JUST SLIP THROUGH OUR FINGERS SO WE WONDER WHY NOTHING GROWS IN THESE PALE GARDENS WHY DOES THE WIND TRY SO HARD MUST ALL MEN SUFFER IN THE END IS IT TOO LATE TO MAKE AMENDS ON THE OTHER SIDE WHEN WE MEET AGAIN CAN WE LOOK EACH OTHER IN THE EYE BREAKING DOWN INTO SMALLER PIECES I'LL LEAVE YOU BROKEN TO RESPAWN RUN TWO OPTIONS, SELECT PHOTOSYNTHESIS WOULD YOU PLEASE TRY AGAIN AFRAID OF LIFE AND THE CHANCES THAT WE'VE ALL RECEIVED AND WE FADE AWAY THEY JUST SLIP THROUGH OUR FINGERS SO WE WONDER WHY NOTHING GROWS IN THESE PALE GARDENS REST ASSURED IT'S REAL THE INNOCENCE YOU'RE HOLDING WILL BE YOURS TODAY

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released June 23, 2012

Recorded, mixed and masterd by Dean Hammond. Cape Town, South Africa.

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Sindulgence Cape Town, South Africa

Experimental Metal band from Cape Town, South Africa. Their music ranges from a variety of old-school Heavy Metal influences to more modern technical acts.

The band's sound is diverse, unusual and energetic but also has a softer and more melodic style at times.

Similar artists include Metallica, Iron Maiden, System of a Down, Lamb of God, Mastodon and more.
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